Thursday, October 4, 2007

Hope

I've been avoiding posting for a while. I was basically tired of complaining. I've heard such crappy news from other people during the past few weeks that I've started forcing myself to remember that I actually have things pretty good. To say the least, my life doesn't suck. I have a great job that I love (most of the time), an incrediblel husband who loves me, a family I wouldn't trade for the world, a house with a dog, and my health. Not too bad, eh?

So, now I will procede with this next stage of iv.f with a little hope. I have one frozen embie ready to go. I realize that, chances are, it won't survive the thaw and that all this month's preparation will be for nothing. But you know what? Fuck it. I'm still going to let this little seed of hope grow in my heart. The worst thing that could happen is that I have to wait another few months before trying a new fresh round. All in all, my life still doesn't suck.

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Don't tell anyone. I don't want to jinx myself.

2 comments:

The Town Criers said...

Well, lookey what happens. You finally delurk and I get to find your blog and add you to the blogroll and read your journey :-) I'm so glad you came out. Delurking week is a great thing.

Nicole said...

I've got all my fingers crossed for that little embie to come out of the ice age successfully. Keeping the faith, my friend.