Resigned

I'm back from my trip to Florida. A and I stayed with my brother for the week. It was a nice and relaxing week. On the down side, I did end up testing yesterday morning (Wed.) and it was negative. A gave me a lot of hugs when I needed them. I am pretty upset, but I'm taking it in stride. We still have one embie to try. If that doesn't work, we still have one more shot at a full ivf cycle under our shared risk plan. I'm still planning on going for my blood work in the morning. I am glad that I tested early. I realize now that finding out over the phone would have been awful. To top it off, I'm starting to spot this evening. Rub it in, why don't you? I'm not too happy with my body right now.